So close yet so far…..
Relationships are trully a test of our intentions and ability to love…. I daresay unconditionally. At least that is what I want – to love just for loves’s sake!
I was recently offered an opportunity many would kill for…….a chance for salvation. And what did I do? I let my ego get in the way. I’m now left wondering – am I so comfortable in my sin that an opportunity to let this love blossom feels like a punishment? How could I not have seen how much I had to gain, how much I could have grown, how much more I could have loved….
And now because of my fear and baseless insecurities I have made a not so comfy bed which I must lie in. Wisdom is easier learnt form observation but best learnt from experience. I had to get burned and now this scar is mine to remember……… to teach others.